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in two weeks, two years, hearing "We're through" first six months , cyclic all , "come hither, go away." next twelve , the predictable emotional traverse then three , a crisis of healing , out of the blue a final three , putting that to rest , actively my crisis, not privy to want, just "the" realization standing in stark reality, its very nature, naked logic aside, feelings of it, unfettereded writhing taking life, two actually, its own , some of mine impetus moot, i consumed me , not deserving it assuming that , i'm sure , wrong , if in fact "what goes around" , in-deed , "comes around" be-little awareness, blends ignorance, aberration still , extraneous this continuum of memory learning now, what i happened on them, "then" hurting other, intent, accident, sans empathy in practice, identical, in life-less, important seldom seeing it, in real time, always in time cosmic our glass , tied at the waste , meter thing's turned over, what empty, becomes , full it's occured to me, what all about me, me, me became me, becoming me, in some old fashion time-less lessons, self imposed, failing some in passing, if grace, dignity, stature, manifest learned from those having, what i had lacked ... |